Opened my email this morning to a letter requesting donations, I get this a lot due to my once being married to a multi-millionaire. It was funny because the organization doing the asking, was the one that already tried to wrap itself onto my financial house. These were the people ever ready with the sentence my beloved, you are so special and when can we expect a check!

I first began to be financially generous with this organization, in support of the teacher who I believed was doing good work or at least from my limited perspective, and he was at the time, grateful for my hefty donations. He said he would put me on the board, great was my commitment to help spread the teachings that had done me such good, until after the healing came the barrage of calls to give, and give and give some more. I was never asked to attend a board meeting.

It’s always the same, the honest reaction to healing of any kind, gratefulness to the source of the healing or to the help with the healing. You can give to churches and any source you deem important. It works to the law of giving and receiving. In order to receive healing I must give of myself. I did this by giving myself over to the wisdom teachings, chanted myself back to wellness. And then I gave money so that others could benefit as well. I loved this idea that one could raise their vibration and very well chant to healing, I wanted to share that but his vision wasn’t just to help heal, the mighty wand of fame wraps up even the most altruistic of people, it changed from, we support the teachings to we should support the teacher. He lived on Park Avenue, he needed supporting……………

A bit backwards, worshipping the teacher rather than the wisdom teachings which lead to freedom. Teacher was meant to share and the how teacher would be supported was “suppose to be a lay down your life and follow me moment, you know the teachings of faith, not lay down your money and yourself and serve me moment, those teachings lead away from sovereignty. Again, the disappointment of this entire world of spiritual teachers taking the low road in order to facilitate their rise to fame. It is so ugly to me, but again I had a near death experience and lived to tell about it, being a greedy bitch didn’t seem the right path, but for spiritual teachers like Bikram you bending the knee really just meant bend over I can reach it from here!

It’s our fault for letting them get too big for their britches, and my anger is at my self for being fooled into thinking a human could do better, wait……………lets go back to the true wisdom teachings of the truly great masters who gave of themselves so that wisdom continued to shine. So my internal eternal teacher rails against the machine and says, it is the message of faith, the belief in a universe that is not your enemy but your provider, and as you learn the code for your existence, the need for an interpreter in the form of a teacher or master becomes moot.

And we can revel in the teachings of the Christ that said when the force of creation is with us what can be against us. The light is doing its work and we must unveil the corrupt and call out to our sisters and brothers who have gotten lost following false teachings and false teachers, and My GOD they are everywhere.