spiritual
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I am going on the biggest adventure of my life. I am so excited and I must say a little afraid. After much deliberation( maybe a few hours) I have decided to go back to France and immerse myself in the language. I have always loved the language and have had a monster desire to… Read more
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Born into lower middle class I spent most of childhood poor and my adult life in poverty. As a child we had presents under the tree as my parents did a pretty good job of making us feel like Santa was around and taking care of business. Life was simpler then, fewer needs. Once I… Read more
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Following myself from place to place I am unsettled and searching for who knows what. On a lark I am in Paris because if something didn’t happen to change the stagnation I was feeling I was going to explode, and what a mess that would be. Today I read that Marcel Proust wrote that we… Read more
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I am going to do something I meant to do for my 50th birthday. It was going to be a present for myself. With no significant other if you want presents you buy them for yourself. I deserve it after all is my feeling. But I chickened out! But just a couple of days ago… Read more
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It’s Monday. A day that carries no significance to me at all. It’s just another day. I keep this blog just to keep myself going. Where am I going? I have no idea. I am so tired of that. I watch my daughter in law struggle with my grandson upset with herself for a child… Read more
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I have had a difficult time the last few years and when there is vast change within a human’s life chances are it is affecting every area of your life whether you are aware of it or not. It is not just your life that is thrown into chaos but the life of your entire… Read more
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I have decided in a move to push forward, to restart the engine, make myself do something. One of the things I had promised myself as my life went through this last upheaval was to not do anything until I knew what to do. As a survivor and born into a family of survivors chaos… Read more
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It was morning, woke up sun shining then I realized it was Saturday morning. I use to love Saturdays. I use to love weekends. But that Saturday Sunday thing gets hard when you are living through the carnage that was once your life.Who gives a rat’s ass about weekends when there is nothing going on… Read more
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It has been rainy grey and way too fall like around here. Oh, where’s here? In the Northland of MN where the colors have peaked and the leaves are being blown to the ground in preparation for winter’s sleep. Trees like to sleep naked you know, well some varieties, some trees are very uptight and… Read more
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Could I be more sick of my life than I am right now? I have been at this crossroads for well over two years. Which way do I go? What course shall I follow? Shall I drop out all together and just forget the whole thing? Am I any further down the spiritual information highway… Read more
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